Dear god,
I can feel him catching up to me more and more every day. The devil will not leave me alone, for sins and temptations have ruined me. As the heroin runs through my veins, I can't help but wonder why you left. Why. Why, God. Please help me. Please give me the sweet release or death. They say death is either an afterlife or an eternal dreamless sleep. I want neither. I want silence. I want nothing. I don't want to feel anymore. God, hold my hand while I die, and I will hold on to you forever. God. For the love of god, kill me. God Please. God Please. I don't want to feel anymore. We will be together on the other side. I you do not return the world will fall in to disaster. If knew everything in the universe, yet I could not fall in love. I was forever trapped in an infinite timeline of pain and suffering.
I envy death. Technology is just another thing to distract you from the real joys of life. Technology will kill you. run. run. run. I can no longer sit back and watch my loved ones die, I want to be hidden from this world where nobody can find me. God, throw me in the river so that I can be at peace. Throw me in the river and let me sink to the bottom. God, throw me in the river so that I can be at peace. I am free at last. I am free. Good, be sad. Emotion is something I have always envied because of the way they fuel you. As everything you do is few held by love, hate, passion, sadness, thus opening up an infinite number of paths. Which will inevitably change the way you see things forever as every second goes by. Positive or negative, there will be change and that gamble of nature is thrilling. The way you feel, the way you touch, the way you love.
I can feel him catching up to me more and more every day. The devil will not leave me alone, for sins and temptations have ruined me. As the heroin runs through my veins, I can't help but wonder why you left. Why. Why, God. Please help me. Please give me the sweet release or death. They say death is either an afterlife or an eternal dreamless sleep. I want neither. I want silence. I want nothing. I don't want to feel anymore. God, hold my hand while I die, and I will hold on to you forever. God. For the love of god, kill me. God Please. God Please. I don't want to feel anymore. We will be together on the other side. I you do not return the world will fall in to disaster. If knew everything in the universe, yet I could not fall in love. I was forever trapped in an infinite timeline of pain and suffering.
I envy death. Technology is just another thing to distract you from the real joys of life. Technology will kill you. run. run. run. I can no longer sit back and watch my loved ones die, I want to be hidden from this world where nobody can find me. God, throw me in the river so that I can be at peace. Throw me in the river and let me sink to the bottom. God, throw me in the river so that I can be at peace. I am free at last. I am free. Good, be sad. Emotion is something I have always envied because of the way they fuel you. As everything you do is few held by love, hate, passion, sadness, thus opening up an infinite number of paths. Which will inevitably change the way you see things forever as every second goes by. Positive or negative, there will be change and that gamble of nature is thrilling. The way you feel, the way you touch, the way you love.